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Fuck everyone
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i hate everyone. why does no one care about me anymore?
fuck this. what's the point of caring about these fuckers. my life is so shitty right now i can't even see straight. i might as well kill myself, it's not like anyone cares about me.
fuck this. what's the point of caring about these fuckers. my life is so shitty right now i can't even see straight. i might as well kill myself, it's not like anyone cares about me.
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Hiatus
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for anyone who even cares anymore.
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Avril Lavigne is stalking me.
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Stop laughing... im serious.
Every time something major happens in my life reguarding boys, friends, or anything like that, it seems that she has to write a song about it.....
Her most recent song, "my happy ending" is sooooo about my recent breakup!
AHHH!
and i used to be like, oh my god! that song like, so touches me! but after the 3rd or 4th time it got kinda weird.
... she's stalking me i tell you!
and i actually used to listen to her, and as a guilty pleasure i still do from time to time, but i heard her last song on vh1, so it's not exactly like i went looking for it.
why is avril lavigne stalking me??
WHY?
am i really that interesting?!?
oi...
Every time something major happens in my life reguarding boys, friends, or anything like that, it seems that she has to write a song about it.....
Her most recent song, "my happy ending" is sooooo about my recent breakup!
AHHH!
and i used to be like, oh my god! that song like, so touches me! but after the 3rd or 4th time it got kinda weird.
... she's stalking me i tell you!
and i actually used to listen to her, and as a guilty pleasure i still do from time to time, but i heard her last song on vh1, so it's not exactly like i went looking for it.
why is avril lavigne stalking me??
WHY?
am i really that interesting?!?
oi...
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Devious Journal Entry
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My boyfriend dumped me.
Because i'm crazy
i've been crying my eyes out for almost 2 hours.
i don't know what to do.
just thought i'd tell you all... after all, no one i know really cares about me tonight.
Because i'm crazy
i've been crying my eyes out for almost 2 hours.
i don't know what to do.
just thought i'd tell you all... after all, no one i know really cares about me tonight.
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In the past 2 days, i've gotten in an arguement about boys with two groups of people. I'm so fucking sick of it i can't see straight. it's so old!
my so called friend is trying to break me up with my boyfriend, and my other so called friend is mad at me because i talked to this guy she likes.
WHAT-FUCKING-EVER
i'm just sick of it.
i'm just going to go to some deserted Island with miles. somewhere with free pot.
and other things...
that would be very fun
i just want to get away from everything.
either that, or i want to be equipped with a very private place wherever i go and a knife.
a sharp one.
AHH!
im so mad.
We're starting school in 7 days.
i hate school.
Girls that are boy crazy are so dumb. but somehow i end up becoming friends with those sort of people. the boy obsessed sluts who find their bf's at wal-mart making out with some other slut, and then say they're gonna kill themselves.
most american's don't know what real depression is.
most of us don't have any reason. we've got most of what we need here, and some of us are oblivious to what's happening.
for example.
i was on MSN.com yesterday, and the top 3 stories were being rotated.
one of them was like "crisis in sudan" and had a mother clutching her child, the next was like "latest back-to-school fads". and it struck me how horrid that is. like, that child might never go to school, or have proper clothes, and we're worrying about the latest fads!
American's are so spoiled.
but that's just my opinion.
and i, by no means, am not spoiled, i just have enough fuckin common sense to realize what i have, and what other people don't and be grateful!
ya know?
..
i went to a penecostal church on sunday night.... AHH! it was scary.
my so called friend is trying to break me up with my boyfriend, and my other so called friend is mad at me because i talked to this guy she likes.
WHAT-FUCKING-EVER
i'm just sick of it.
i'm just going to go to some deserted Island with miles. somewhere with free pot.
and other things...
that would be very funi just want to get away from everything.
either that, or i want to be equipped with a very private place wherever i go and a knife.
a sharp one.
AHH!
im so mad.
We're starting school in 7 days.
i hate school.
Girls that are boy crazy are so dumb. but somehow i end up becoming friends with those sort of people. the boy obsessed sluts who find their bf's at wal-mart making out with some other slut, and then say they're gonna kill themselves.
most american's don't know what real depression is.
most of us don't have any reason. we've got most of what we need here, and some of us are oblivious to what's happening.
for example.
i was on MSN.com yesterday, and the top 3 stories were being rotated.
one of them was like "crisis in sudan" and had a mother clutching her child, the next was like "latest back-to-school fads". and it struck me how horrid that is. like, that child might never go to school, or have proper clothes, and we're worrying about the latest fads!
American's are so spoiled.
but that's just my opinion.
and i, by no means, am not spoiled, i just have enough fuckin common sense to realize what i have, and what other people don't and be grateful!
ya know?
..
i went to a penecostal church on sunday night.... AHH! it was scary.
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